25.03.09 i could not ask for more..^^

Hai.. lama dech ga menuliz. hehehehe =p Kangen juga.. Akhir" ini emang agak bingung mo nuliz apa. Bener nya banyak cerita tapi ya cuma curhat" lie aja. hahahaha =D Masih teteup pusinkk ma skripsi nie..^^? Tapi refreshing nuliz blog juga dech.. =p Bener nya kemaren" udah ada yang sidang.. baru nonton 1 orang aja tekanan nya wuih. Ga kebayang ntar gimana.. huhuhuhu.. Ternyata ada sidang susulan ampe 1 April nanti n mudah"an lie siap dech^^ pLeaSe heLp mE, GOD..^^

Banyak cerita sich tapi ga tau haruz memulai dari mana juga.. Sekarang lie lagi senenk ma lirik lagu Edwin McCain - I Could Not Ask For More lho. hahahaha [asa ga penting ya??] Liat lirik nya dari blog Kak Hurip.. langsung senenk ma kata" nya. Lie juga ngerasa lirik ini dalem banget ama kaya yang Kak Hurip tuliz di blog nya. hehehehe =p

Bener banget lho kata" di lirik ini.. Menurut lie sich begitu ya klo qta emang bener" sayang ma seseorang.. Buat apa sich selalu minta lebih n meminta orang yang qta sayang jadi seperti yang qta inginkan?? Qta haruz nya bisa nerima seseorang itu apa ada nya.. apalagi klo qta emang sayang ma orang itu. Terlebih klo orang tersebut juga sayang n nerima qta apa ada nya. Ya kurang lebih lie lagi merasakan itu semua saat ini. Lie punya seseorang yang lie sayang n menurut lie, lie masih suka egois karena masih suka minta lebih dari apa yang udah dia kasih. Padahal klo dipikir apa yang selama ini dia kasih n lakuin udah amat sangat lebih dari cukup.

Hmm.. lie pernah bilang di blog sebelum nya klo pasangan lie itu emang bukan orang yang romantis or yang bisa nunjukin rasa sayang nya secara blak"an tapi entah kenapa lie udah ngerasa senenk banget bisa ngejalanin semua ini ma dia. Maaf klo lie masih sering egois.. minta ini itu n suka pundungan truz bikin kmu bingung sendiri. hehehehe^^ Ya emang kadang entah kenapa lie juga suka ngerasa aneh sendiri.. udah memikirkan klo itu keegoisan lie doank tapi tetep aja ya pundung. hahahaha =D Kadang lie juga jadi ngerasa ga enak sendiri..^^ hahahaha.. Untung nya dia orang yang sabar n pengertian.. tHanK'z GOD^^

..and thiz is just for u..
Makacii buat semua perhatian kmu yang kadang masih aja lie anggap kurang.. makacii juga buat rasa sayang n percaya kmu selama ini.. makacii buat kesabaran kmu.. makacii buat semua nya.. Kmu sangat berharga di hidup lie.. Kadang lie ngerasa lie belom bisa ngasih yang terbaik untuk kmu tapi lie selalu berusaha pengen kasih yang terbaik. Aku sayang kmu..^^

“I Could Not Ask For More - Edwin McCain”

Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I’m alive
These are the moments I’ll remember all my life
I found all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more

Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have’s come true
And right here in this moment is right where I’m meant to be
Here with you here with me

These are the moments I thank God that I’m alive
These are the moments I’ll remember all my life
I’ve got all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have’s come true
And right here in this moment is right where I’m meant to be
Here with you here with me

I could not ask for more than the love you give me
‘Coz it’s all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more



~p.s. i love u.. 'till the end~



*fiuuhh*

12.03.09 i was blessed 'cOz i was loved by u..^^

Judul blog kali ini mengutip dari lagu Celine Dion - Because You Loved Me.. Yup, lagu ini dari dulu banget emang enak n ampe sekarang tetep keren. Gara" liat di facebook juga tentang duet nya Celine n Charice nyanyiin lagu ini. Keren bangetttt...!!! Ampe nangis beneran lho denger suara nya.. di samping lagu nya juga emang enak. hehehehehe =p

Lie juga suka banget ma lirik nya.. ngena bangett!! hehehehe^^ Salah satu nya yang lie jadiin judul blog ini.. "i was blessed because i was loved by you". Hmm.. "you" di sini ga hanya buat seseorang yang selama ini udah selalu ada buat lie lho tapi "you" di sini emang buat semua orang yang sayang ma lie^^ Ya lie kadang masih aja egois.. masih suka ngerasa orang" ga sayang ma lie. Selalu minta lebih.. walaupun lie sendiri masih kurang bangettt. Buat seseorang ya makacii bangett karena kmu selalu bisa bikin lie nyaman di deket kmu n bisa bikin lie jadi diri sendiri. tHanK'z GOD.. tHanK'z for all my lovely famz.. tHanK'z for all my friends.. n tHanK'z to YOU, Rei..^^ I love u all..

.. and thiz is the lyric ..

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ‘coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’cause you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’cause you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

.. and d video of Charice feat Celine ..

~p.s. i love u.. 'till the end~



*fiuuhh*

06.01.09 when ur spirit gets weak..

Plus One - When Your Spirit Gets Weak

We beg to borrow
We beg to steal
We beg forgiveness
We beg to feel
We beg for love
I guess we beg for hate
We beg for everything
And pray it's not too late

What everybody's tryna' feel
I guess we're tryna' heal
Everybody's got to kneel
No way to reinvent the wheel
Everybody's got to
Stand up on their feet
Everybody needs a dream
When the spirit gets too weak

[c h o r u s]
So when your spirit gets too weak
When the water seems too deep
When you think there's just no way
I'll be there for you night and day
When the mountain
Seems too steep
When your spirit gets too weak
When you think there's just no way
I'll be there for you night and day

We beg for happiness
We beg for tears
We beg for courage
Just to overcome our fears
We beg to rise above
And hope we never fall
We beg for everything
And pray He hears our call

What everybody's tryna' feel
I guess we're tryna' heal
Everybody's got to kneel
No way to reinvent the wheel
Everybody's got to
Stand up on their feet
Gotta be there for your brother
When the spirit gets too weak

[c h o r u s]

Although the road is rough
And sometimes you feel
Like it ain't enough
We'll be there for each other
We'll find the way

[c h o r u s]

Pertama denger lagu ini dari video di facebook nya Reno.. Awal nya ga niat liat tapi karena penasaran jadi liat n dengerin. Lagu nya langsung kena banget..!! Apa berhubung yang nyanyi reno?? hahahahaha =D Tapi ga kok.. emang lagu nya enak. Belom denger penyanyi asli nya sich.. nie lagi lagu nya juga malah klo ada album nya tapi belom nemu. Klo ada yang punya, mauUuu donkkk....^^

Hmm.. dengerin Reno nyanyi merinding lho saia. hahahaha =p Jadi inget dulu.. tiap Malam Gembira (MG) Aloy dia ngeband bareng Aboen, Ray, Rio, Edu, Andrew, dkk. Klo pas udah bagian mereka tampil pasti langsung ke depan [klo jadi panitia] hehehehe.. =p Ikut n ngedengerin mereka latihan di studio.. Duh, kangen juga masa" itu.. Suara dia memang baguz sich.. diakui lah^^ M.A.N.T.A.B n semakin matang aja tampak nya.. hahahaha =D Baguz".. tingkatkan teruz, noe!! [wah.. klo orang nya baca bisa GR setengah mati, biasa dihina mulu^^v] Ya jadi inget juga pas sweet 17th lie di The Valley.. dia kasih SuRpRise dengan tiba" nyanyi lagu Happy Birthday n Masih - Ada Band truz Aboen yang maen piano nya. hehehehe..^^ Tengkyu, guyz.. =p hohohohoho..

Ya sudah lah bernostalgia nya.. hehehehe. Nie tak upload in video Reno dkk gereja nya nyanyi lagu di atas.. huehueheuheuhueue =p

*fiuuhh*

28.12.08 have . u . ever . really . loved . a . woman

Bryan Adams - Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?

To really love a woman,
To understand her,
You gotta know her deep inside.
Hear every thought,
See every dream,
And give her wings when she wants to fly.
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever.
So tell me have you ever really.. really, really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman,
Let her hold you,
Till you know how she needs to be touched.
You've gotta breathe her, really taste her,
Till you can feel her in your blood.
And when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman.

When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
She needs somebody, to tell her that you'll always be together.
So tell me have you ever really.. really, really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith,
Hold her tight, a little tenderness.
You gotta treat her right.
She will be there for you taking good care of you
You really gotta love your woman.

And when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms,
You know you really love a woman.

When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever.

So tell me have you ever really.. really, really ever loved a woman?
So tell me have you ever really.. really, really ever loved a woman?
So tell me have you ever really.. really, really ever loved a woman?

Hmm.. suatu lirik yang lucu n baru inget lagu ini gara" acara Mario Teguh di Metro TV. Tema nya sama dengan judul lagu ini.. "Have You Ever Really Love A Woman". Agak telad memang lie nonton nya.. tapi ya inti nya lebih membahas n memberikan motivasi buat para lelaki.. hehehehe =p Lebih ke pasangan suami istri sich ya.. ya inti nya suami haruz bisa nyenengin istri lah. hahahaha =D Tapi ga haruz buat suami istri lho.. tiap pasangan tentu nya haruz bisa membahagiakan pasangan nya.

Agak berlebihan sich ya lirik nya?? Gombal banget gitu.. tapi ce mana yang ga senenk klo beneran ada co yang memperlakukan dia seperti lirik di atas?? =p Emang agak mustahil.. Sama katanya kaya di film "Twilight", lie sich belum nonton. Tapi kata beberapa orang yang udah nonton.. terutama ce ya, mereka kayanya jatuh cinta banget ma c tokoh edward cullen itu. Ga tau juga kaya gimana tapi katanya co itu haruz nya kaya gitu.. hehehehe =p Terutama buat co yang cuek ya..^^v Hmm.. already ask thiz question to my boyfriend.. hihihihihi.. so, have u ever really loved a woman, man?

for my miracle, thank u for loving me that much..^^



~p.s. i love u.. 'till the end~



*fiuuhh*

22.12.08 Happy Mother's Day..

Mother, how are you today?
Here is a note from your daughter.
With me everything is ok.
Mother, how are you today?

Mother, don't worry, I'm fine.
Promise to see you this summer.
This time there will be no delay.
Mother, how are you today?

I found the man of my dreams.
Next time you will get to know him.
Many things happened while I was away.
Mother, how are you today?

[Maywood - Mother How Are You Today]

Selamat Hari Ibu......^^
Buat semua ibu di seluruh dunia...
"HAPPY MOTHER's DAY"
and...
especially for my lovely mom....
love u so much....
tHanK u FoR aLwaYz bE tHeRe fOr me..^^




*fiuuhh*

19.12.08 Memories..

Sheila on 7 - Kisah Klasik

Jabat tanganku, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali
Kita berbincang tentang memori di masa itu
Peluk tubuhku usapkan juga air mataku
Kita terharu seakan tiada bertemu lagi

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na waktu ini yang 'kan kita banggakan
Di hari tua...

Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti...

Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Mungkin diriku masih ingin bersama kalian
Mungkin jiwaku masih haus sanjungan kalian

Liat video ini kembali ngingetin lie pada masa" SMA.. terutama ya di aloy ya. Di video ini masih ada kantin n shelter pula.... sekarang?? =( Yang buat video ini angkatan atas lie, yaitu angkatan 2004.. Keren..!! Terharu nonton nya.. bener" bikin kangen!! Salut buat yang bikin!! Two thumbs up dech..^^v

Buat temen" di aloy.. mo angkatan berapa pun. Di video ini bener" menceritakan kehidupan qta waktu SMA dulu.. Yang duduk" di shelter.. ngeceng kakak" angkatan atas or dd" kelas nya.. di kelas.. pacaran.. ngisengin guru" ampe kena marah or dihukum.. ngegosip.. MG.. seleksi band.. Gambung.. etc. Wow.. bener" masa" yang ga mungkin qta lupain!! Kangen ke Gambung.. kangen ballroom nya. Belajar waltz.. jive.. n chacha juga buat yang masih dapet. Yang co pusink" mo ngajan dansa ce yang mana. Yang ce bingung cOz ga boleh nolak.. hahahaha =D Lucu banget..!! Kapan lagi ada acara begini ya??

Buat anak" ikom.. di sini ada juga Chandra Wijaya 05 n Martin Sebastian 04. hahahaha... Liat mereka pada masa SMA dulu... =D Walaupun cuma sedikit tampil nya... hehehehe.. =p



*fiuuhh*

12.12.08 malaikat juga tahu...

Lelahmu jadi lelahku juga
Bahagiamu, bahagiaku pasti
Berbagi, takdir kita selalu
Kecuali tiap kau jatuh hati

Kali ini hampir habis dayaku
Membuktikan padamu ada cinta yang nyata
Setia hadir setiap hari
Tak tega biarkan kau sendiri
Meski seringkali kau malah asyik sendiri

Karena kau tak lihat
Terkadang malaikat tak bersayap,
Tak cemerlang, tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini, silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu
Siapa yang jadi juaranya

Hampamu tak kan hilang semalam
Oleh pacar impian, tetapi kesempatan
Untukku yang mungkin tak sempurna
Tapi siap untuk diuji
Kupercaya diri, cintaku lah yang sejati

Namun tak kau lihat
Terkadang malaikat, tak bersayap
Tak cemerlang, tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini, silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu
Siapa yang jadi juaranya

Kau selalu meminta terus kutemani
Dan kau s'lalu bercanda andai wajahku diganti
Melarangku pergi karena tak sanggup sendiri

Namun tak kau lihat
Terkadang malaikat, tak bersayap
Tak cemerlang, tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini, silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu
Aku kan jadi juaranya

[Dewi Lestari - Malaikat Juga Tahu]

*disadur dari novel "Rectoverso"

Hmm.. belum baca semua sich novel nya, baru ampe cerita ke-3 tapi pengen aja membahas lagu yang satu ini. hehehehe =p Lagu ini lie tujukan buat seseorang.. seseorang yang sangat berarti dalam kehidupan lie saat ini^^ "Namun kasih ini, silakan kau adu.. Malaikat juga tahu, aku kan jadi juara nya" =p Maaf.. terlalu PD mungkin. hahahaha..

Ya entah kenapa akhir" ini sedikit berpikir tentang perasaan lie sendiri. Sempet baca blog nya zie yang menceritakan tentang cinta. Sedikit memikirkan hal itu.. klo lagi jauh dari dia or lagi deket ma dia. Apa ada perasaan beda?? Kemaren waktu di rumah sempet ngerasa aneh.. kayanya ngerasa biasa aja walaupun ga ada di deket dia. Kangen sich ada tapi ga seperti biasa nya.. Berpikir mungkin karena lagi masa ujian juga jadi ga gitu kepikiran. hehehehe.. =p Setelah ketemu ternyata biasa lagi.. sempet berpikir apa ini yang nama nya jenuh gitu ya. Biasa lie ga pernah ngerasa jenuh apalagi dalam suatu hubungan.. tapi ternyata tidak. Ya sekarang lie juga yakin dan silakan kmu adu.. lie akan jadi juara nya!!^^

Setelah denger n baca.. ngerasa yakin n yang biasa ngerasa kayanya perasaan lie ga ada apa" nya tapi sekarang ngerasa lebih. Lebih yakin karena walaupun lie ga sempurna n ga seperti yang dia harapkan tapi lie yakin klo cinta lie ini berani diadu.. huahahahaha =D

Walaupun terkadang seperti lagu ini, dia malah asyik sendiri tapi lie akan selalu ada di sisi dia selama lie bisa n lie sanggup. Memang kayanya sekarang lebih banyak dia yang selalu nemenin lie.. tapi semoga ada waktu nya di mana lie yang akan selalu menemani dia. Kadang mungkin lie suka berpikir, dia itu terlihat ga peduli ma sekali ma lie.. Entah bener or cuma perasaan tapi ya hanya hal kecil aja dia sering lupa tapi kayanya klo buat seseorang dia selalu ingat. Ya ga tau lah.. saia tidak mau memikirkan lagi hal itu walaupun saat itu sempet kesel juga. Biarkan lah.. yang penting sekarang seperti tertulis "malaikat juga tahu.. siapa yang jadi juaranya" n lie berani diuji. Mungkin saat ini juga TUHAN lagi menguji lie n lie percaya cobaan itu ga kan melebihi kemampuan lie.. Terima kasih, TUHAN.. terima kasih untuk semua nya.


"Mungkin kmu ga kan pernah tau perasaan aku yang sebenarnya.. tapi kmu cukup tau klo aku akan selalu ada untuk kmu selama aku bisa. Aku akan berusaha semampuku untuk membahagiakanmu.. bukan untuk membuatmu kecewa. Terima kasih buat perhatian kmu.. terima kasih buat semua yang udah kmu lakuin.. terima kasih buat rasa sayang kmu.. terlebih lagi terima kasih buat kehadiran kmu.. Terima kasih, Albertus Reinaldi. ..^^ Aku sayang kmu.."



~p.s. i love u.. 'till the end~



*fiuuhh*

28.10.08 Everything I Do.. I Do It For You^^

Bryan Adams - Everything I Do, I Do It For You

Look into my eyes
you will see
What you mean to me

Search your heart,
search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

Look into your heart, you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am, take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

There's no love, like your love
And no other, could give more love
There's nowhere, unless you're there
All the time, all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, yeah I'd die for you

You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you


Hmm.. ga tau kenapa tapi tiba" demen kalimat "everything i do, i do it for you"
hehehehe.. =p
Lagi ga tau nie mo nuliz" apa.. tapi yang pasti akhir" ini lagi senenk aja.
Walaupun kadang merasa ga enak hati..
Kadang sering bertanya juga ma diri sendiri..
"apa selama ini lie udah bisa ngebahagiain dia??"
"apa selama ini apa yang lie lakuin udah berusaha yang terbaik??"
"apa selama ini lie pernah ngecewain dia??"
dan masih banyak pertanyaan lain nya..
hahahaha.. =D
Ya ga tau juga dech.. saia sich selalu mencoba berusaha n akan terus berusaha.
^^

~p.s. i love u.. 'till the end~


*fiuuhh*

16.09.08 when u tell me that u love me

i wanna call the stars
down from the sky

i wanna live a day
that never dies

i wanna change the world
only for you

all the impossible
i wanna do

i wanna hold you close
under the rain

i wanna kiss your smile
and feel the pain

i know what's beautiful
looking at you

in a world of lies
you are the truth

and baby..
everytime you touch me
i become a hero
i'll make you safe
no matter where you are

and bring you..
everything you ask for
nothing is above me
i'm shining like a candle in the dark
when you tell me that you love me..

i wanna make you see
just what i was

show you the loneliness
and what it does

you walked into my life
to stop my tears

everything's easy now
i have you here

and baby..
everytime you touch me
i become a hero
i'll make you safe
no matter where you are

and bring you..
everything you ask for
nothing is above me
i'm shining like a candle in the dark
when you tell me that you love me..

in a world without you
i would always hunger

all i need is your love
to make me stronger

and baby..
everytime you touch me
i become a hero
i'll make you safe
no matter where you are

and bring you..
everything you ask for
nothing is above me
i'm shining like a candle in the dark
when you tell me that you love me..

you love me..
when you tell me that you love me..

[Diana Ross - When You Tell Me That You Love Me]

Hmm.. nie lirik baguzz juga. Walaupun terkesan berlebihan.. tapi pada kenyataan nya emang seperti itu ya. Ketika ada seseorang mengatakan klo dia mencintai qta.. Wuih.. perasaan itu campur aduk. Ada senenk.. ada kaget.. ada takut.. ada segala macem lah.

Ya walaupun kadang qta juga ga bisa balezz perasaan orang yang nyatain perasaan sayang ma qta.. tapi tetep aja pasti dag dig dug mah ada lah^^v Walaupun cuma ngomong lewat sms misal nya.. Tapi mo gimana juga makacii buat semua yang pernah menyayangi dan mencintai lie..

Jujur aja nie.. walaupun udah pernah pacaran sebelum nya tapi tetep aja waktu ada seseorang nyatain perasaan nya lie sedikit bingung. Bingung mo ngomong apa.. haruzz gimana pula. *cuma bisa senyum" n dag dig dug* hahahahaha =D

Ada yang bilang jatuh cinta berjuta rasa nya.. Kadang ungkapan itu emang ada bener nya.. walaupun bisa dibilang ga 100% bener. hehehehe.. Ya nama nya orang lagi jatuh cinta mah siapa yang ga senenk.. Biasa nya tuch masa" paling indah emang masa PDKT. Biasa cowo or cewe klo masa PDKT itu masih alim" alias belum keliatan belang nya. hahahaha^^v Ya kadang malah berasa lebih perhatian or care waktu PDKT.. seudah pacaran cuek dech. Mungkin ngerasa udah memiliki lagi jadi ga takut.. =p

Ya kadang juga masa pacaran indah di awal doankk.. Emang ga selalu sich, waktu lie pertama pacaran malah kayanya itu yang paling berkesan n paling bertahan daripada yang seudah nya. *pengalaman pribadi aja^^* Yang berikut nya indah di awal doankk.. tapi moga" sich yang sekarang ga indah di awal doankk. =p

"i'm shining like a candle in the dark.. when you tell me that you love me.." Pernah ga ngerasa seperti kata" di lirik ini?? Hmm.. mungkin qta ga sadar sich ya. Lie juga baru menyadari nya akhir" ini.. Buat orang" tertentu mungkin mengucapkan "aku cinta kmu", "aku sayang kmu", "i love u", "wo ai ni", "aishiteru", "ich liebe dich", "sarangheyo", dsb itu merupakan hal yang biasa. Gampang lah.. toh cuma ngomong or nulizz doankk *klo via sms or media tulisan* tapi saat ngucapin itu mereka seriuz ga sich??

Ada lagu The Corrs yang judulnya Don't Say You Love Me n ada lirik nya yang mengatakan "don't say u love me unless forever.." sO?? Setuju ga setuju sich.. emang klo ngucapin kalimat itu sebisa mungkin diucapin dengan seriuz n sepenuh hati. Jangan untuk maen" or jadi suatu kewajiban.. Ya klo untuk yang pacaran mungkin kaya udah jadi kewajiban or kebiasaan ngucapin ketiga kata itu tapi pernah ga sich berpikir saat kalian mengucapkan or menuliz 3 kata itu kalian bermaksud sungguh"?? Or ya seperti tadi lie bilang.. udah jadi kebiasaan jadi udah ga ada arti nya lah kasar nya mah.

Lie baru ngerasain nya saat ini.. 3 kata itu mungkin emang cuma berupa kata tapi ternyata ga gampang lho buat ngucapin nya klo emang qta sungguh". Ga tau juga ya klo ada orang yang emang gampang" aja ngucapin nya.. tapi klo buat lie itu sulit. Sulit bukan karena lie ga punya perasaan ma orang yang bersangkutan tapi sulit karena takut hanya dikira itu sebuah ungkapan yang ga ada arti nya. *sigh* Klo ada yang ngerti tata bahasa saia mohon maklum.. hihihihihi =p Jadi terkadang lie berpikir berulang kali klo mo nuliz or ngomong 3 kata itu.. Aneh memang..^^?

Ya tapi soal ungkapan pada lirik lagu ini emang bener lie alamin.. Maksud nya bukan secara harafiah juga ya bisa bersinar seperti lilin di kegelapan tapi ngerasa bener" tersanjung n bahagia. Entah lah itu kata yang tepat or ga.. inti nya ya bener" ga tau mo ngapain. Senenk.. terharu.. bingung.. poko nya campur aduk lah. hahahaha =D Speechless yang pasti^^

Just 4 soMeoNe.. tHanK'z fOr eVeRytHinG. Now.. i BeLieVe n hOpe tHat u R mY MiRacLe n mY HaPpineSs. tHank u n LoVe u aLwayZz..^^


~p.s i love u.. 'till the end~



*fiuuhh*

10.09.08 u . are . my . miracle

Guy Sebastian - Angels Brought Me Here

It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces and walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes

My dreams came true..
When i found you.. i found you..
My miracle..

If you could see.. what i see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel.. the tenderness i feel
You would know.. it would be clear
That angels brought me here..

Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name..

My dreams came true..
Right here in front of you
My miracle..

If you could see.. what i see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel.. the tenderness i feel
You would know.. it would be clear
That angels brought me here..

Brought me here to be with you..
I'll be forever grateful..
Oh.. forever thankful
My dreams came true..
When I found you
My miracle..

If you could see.. what i see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel.. the tenderness i feel
You would know.. it would be clear
That angels brought me here..

Yes they brought me here..
If you could feel.. the tenderness i feel
You would know.. it would be clear
That angels brought me here..


*dedicated to u, my miracle..^^*


"my dreams came true.. when i found you.. i found you.. my miracle.."
i think i just found my miracle.. hehehehe.. =p
"miracle.. amazing or wonderful occurrence"


Kadang qta terlambat menyadari sesuatu..
Menyadari "keajaiban-keajaiban" yang udah terjadi dalam hidup qta..
Klo udah gitu pasti nyesel bangettt..
Persepsi tiap orang juga ga tentu sama..
Apa yang buat qta itu "miracle" belom tentu begitu juga menurut orang laen..
Tapi percayalah karena keajaiban itu ada..

MayBe i'M nOt uR MiRacLe 'bUt i BeLieVe u R mY MiRacLe..^^


~p.s. i love u.. 'till the end~


*fiuuhh*

02.09.08 everyday . i . love . u . more^^

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

*Boyzone - Everyday I Love You*


thiz song is dedicated to someone..^^
~ everyday . i . love . u . more ~



*fiuuhh*

28.08.08 hidup itu sebuah rencana

"Menghabiskan waktu duduk berdua dengan mu
Bercerita tentang hidupku dan hidupmu
Mencari makna yang terpendam di dasar jiwa
Bersamamu teman kusambut hari esok

Peluh yang tercurah tanda bahwa kita bisa
Melewati semua menyambut hari esok

Dan genggam tanganku erat
Ku yakin kita bisa
Melewati hari ini dengan senyuman
Dan jangan pernah kau lupakan
Hidup hanya sebuah rencana
Yang tak akan pernah bisa terulang"
[Ungu - Tak Terulang]

thiz song is dedicated to all my friends [ikomerz '05]^^



*fiuuhh*

12.08.08 . for. everything . i .am .

*Christian Bautista - For Everything I Am*

"i may not be beside you every day
i may run out of tender words to say
can’t promise you the world
when all i have is love only love

i may not be the one you thinking of
i may not fit your perfect dreams of love
one thing i know for sure and you can rest ashore
my love is always yours

oh baby.. won’t you look into my eyes and see
beyond the things i’m not as love inside of me
just love me for all the things i am love me…
the light inside the darkest sight
try to love me for everything i am…

i may not be the one you thinking of
i may not fit your perfect dreams of love
one thing i know for sure and you can rest ashore
my love is always yours

oh baby.. wont you look into my eyes and see
beyond the things i’m not as love inside of me
just love me for all the things i am love me..
the light inside the darkest sight
try to love me for everything i am..

you, you’ve been inside
you’ve seen the darkest side of me
i’ve shown you everything i am
everything ohh baby..

won’t you look into my eyes and see
beyond the things i’m not as love inside of me
just love me for all the things i’am love me..
the light inside the darkest sight
try to love me for everything i am..

the light inside the darkest sight
try to love me for everything i am.."


like the song says..
"i may not be the one you thinking of..
i may not fit your perfect dreams of love"
so.. just try to love me for everything i am..^^


mencintaimu..
untuk mencintaimu atau tidak..
harus kah aku berpikir berulang kali??
pantas kah aku mencintaimu??
hanya sekedar MENCINTAI mu..

mendampingimu..
jangankan mendampingimu..
mencintaimu pun aku merasa takut
takut akan membuatmu kecewa..
takut akan MENYAKITI mu..

memilikimu..
memilikimu lebih menakutkan
lebih menakutkan dari sekedar hanya mendampingimu..
takut akan sesuatu yang mungkin tak sanggup aku hadapi..
takut KEHILANGAN mu..


~p.s. i love u.. 'till the end~



*fiuuhh*

09.08.08 . thank . u . for . loving . me . ^^

"It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words and I

THANK YOU for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me" *Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me*


To love is.. to have sOmeOne sPeCiaL
ONE who u can alwayz depend on..
to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears..

~p.s. i love u.. 'till the end~




For SoMeoNe: thank u for make today is BETTER than yesterday^^



*fiuuhhh*

18.06.08 All I Really Need Is U!!!

"..and each time i stop to think
what it is i really need

here's what i conclude
all i really need is u..

..and when someone asks for me
what it is that i believe

say, i believe it's true
all i really need is u..

..promise u i'm gonna always love u so
cause all i really need is u.."
[David Cook - All I Really Need Is U]

Hmm.. dear d****, dunno what to say 'but so glad to know u 'till today!!^^
Makacii buat semuanya.. buat pengertian yang sebenernya salah lie.. buat keberanian yang haruzz nya lie juga yang memulai.. Di samping itu semua, lie juga cuma mo minta maaf atas nama temen" lie..

*the song is dedicated to u^^

14.06.08 My New Blog..

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm slightly off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of times


(Listen to me now..)
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they all come down to one reason
I could never live without you..

[Boyzone - I Love The Way You Love Me]

Hmm.. still like this song!!
i love the way u love me^^ [even sometimes u look not care to me..]
Thank'z for everything.. =D